Things that made you smile today

[Aimee]

my family are getting a little kitten tomo, iwhs i still lived there as i love kittens. our last cat eveie went missing....we think someone tootk her as a few other cats went missing down our lane around the same time :( bless her. there are two brothers alfie and teddy im trying to persuade my mum to get both, i would like one in the flat but my flatmate alberto's enough to look after :P

[VivAyrshire]

I got a new bottle of perfume this morning. Decided to treat my goodself, to something smelling nice :-)

[VivAyrshire]

I may be going to a nature centre today!! Trees, leaves, mud and fun for me!!

[Aimee]

Aled's coming to Lincoln in august to DJ :) Im going to try to get tickets to go along, i think its for Gay Pride. I love Lincoln its a great night out and will hopefully get the chance to say hello to Aled in person :)

[VivAyrshire]

God, talk about desperate!! When I got tickets to Moyles' karoke night last Autumn, Aled was literally 6 feet away from me, and I simply refused to even call out!!

!! DJs probably get soooo bored with females falling at their feet/desperate to stand beside them, and declare undying love/devotion/God knows-what-else.

Anyhow, I had a good weekend. I visited a nature centre along the coast. I was really worried when I set out that it was gonna absolutely pour, but all turned out well, and I was totally energised when I got home!! I walked, ran, climbed hills for 3 hours.

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/picture.php?albumid=210&pictureid=1931 - picture of Kell Burn, taken at Kelburn nature centre, Fairlie, Ayrshire

[Andrew80]

I loved meeting Aled in Belfast, was cool to meet him! Dont view it as desperate lol!

[bbb]

I loved meeting Aled in Belfast, was cool to meet him! Dont view it as desperate lol! I was the same i loved meeting Aled in Belfast

what made me happy today was this
you were my first love the earth moving under me bedroom scent,beauty ardent distant shiver heaven sent i'm the snow on your lips the freezing taste,the silvery sip i'm the breath on your hair the endless nightmare devils lair only so many times i can say i long for you the lily among thorns the prey among wolves some day i will feed a snake drink her venom, stay awake

[VivAyrshire]

F*** off, asshole.

[bbb]

F*** off, asshole.

who?

anyway what made me smile today was reading to poems to my mates and them thinking that i wrote them i told them i did not and they still liked them and said that i gave a very good reading of them

the poems were called The mask(no idea who wrote it)
and the other is called our deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson
i am thinking about typeing them out and posting them here :) because i think they would be nice and useful for other people to read them and get the meaning and point of them :)

[Yudster]

This one?

A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone
Feelings of invisible chains corner her
When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes
Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp
She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world
At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears
But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out
She roams day by day, playing roles
Strength unknowingly resides in her
History repeats itself once again
The translucent veil she so proudly wears
Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside
One day there will be no more mask for her to wear
One day her beliefs will be known
One day she'll know her place in this life
One day she will share herself
ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE

[bbb]

nope thats not the one yud but i do like that one :) shall i keep you guessing lol?

[Yudster]

Don't worry - if its in a similar vein to that one, I won't be all that interested! I think its great that people want to write about their feelings and experiences, but I completely disagree with the idea that what they are (mostly) saying is in any way profound, or unique to them. For instance, that poem I posted - I'm sure the girl who wrote it was being very honest and I imagine that getting her experiences down on paper probably helped her in some way - but in reality, she has only described what I believe pretty much EVERYONE experiences and feels to a greater or lesser extent. There's nothing particularly unusual or singular about what she has written - I've felt like that, I bet you have - I bet nearly everyone has. I don't like the idea that she seems to be trying to set herself apart in some way by presenting her situation as somehow singular or different - she's no different to any of the rest of us but she seems to be trying to say that she thinks she is.

I reckon there's better stuff out there than that - come on bbb, post some!

[VivAyrshire]

I've got the PERFECT lyrics for you, BBB!! I think it's from a Sophie Ellis Bextor number:

"you drive me crazy, up the wall, you think you're such a know-it-all" - who needs profound stuff, when you get to the point in approximately 15 words!! Woo!!

What does BBB stand for anyway?! Is it Big Bonkers Bastard?!!

[VivAyrshire]

Bah!! I found the lyrics on-line!! check these!! These were written for you, BBB:-

Go, go, go, go, go
I'll get over you
You drive me crazy, up the wall
Think you're Mr Know-it-all
Go, go, go, go, go
I'll get over you
You drive me crazy, up the wall
Goodbye Mr Know-it-all

Eye-eye-eye-ah
Eye-eye-eye-ah
Eye-eye-eye-ah

I let you have your say
You never compromised
Complaining everyday
About everything in sight
I've let you stay a while
Now I am getting bored
No substance in your style
And you're not the man
You thought that you were

You had me taken in
But now I've found you out
And I won't go through that again
You've always had to win
You'll have to go without
You don't know where to stop

[bbb]

I believe pretty much EVERYONE experiences

the one im on about is one everyone can relate to more so than the one you just posted
i will post the last bit of it here
"who am I?
you may wonder

I am somone you know very very well I am every man and woman you meet I am.......... YOU!

if you would like to hear more i cxan type the whole think out and spell check loads of times or i could just link you to a vid with both poems in it

[bbb]

I reckon there's better stuff out there than that - come on bbb, post some!
well there is but what i like most people wont like or wont get lol like the thing about nlp i posted well maybe thats to do with the way i posted it wasnt that good

[Aimee]

God, talk about desperate!! When I got tickets to Moyles' karoke night last Autumn, Aled was literally 6 feet away from me, and I simply refused to even call out!!

!! DJs probably get soooo bored with females falling at their feet/desperate to stand beside them, and declare undying love/devotion/God knows-what-else.


Its not desperate Viv so shut up, i messaged Aled on twitter about it saying im going and he said to say hi to him. Get a life.

[Andrew80]

Its not desperate Viv so shut up, i messaged Aled on twitter about it saying im going and he said to say hi to him. Get a life.

very well said x

[bbb]

I've got the PERFECT lyrics for you, BBB!! I think it's from a Sophie Ellis Bextor number:

"you drive me crazy, up the wall, you think you're such a know-it-all" - who needs profound stuff, when you get to the point in approximately 15 words!! Woo!!

What does BBB stand for anyway?! Is it Big Bonkers Bastard?!!

You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're frozen

[VivAyrshire]

Its not desperate Viv so shut up, i messaged Aled on twitter about it saying im going and he said to say hi to him. Get a life.

I HAVE a life, which is exactly my point!! :hclap: That's why I'm not desperate to fall at some 'celeb's' feet!! You're a silly cow, and I shall tell you so!!!!!

Today, I am off running along the coast, with mountain scenery, then to a garden centre...... o, and, of course, the cafe to stuff my face with homemade cakes!! Woo!!

[Aimee]

You dont even know me so dont call me a silly cow, im not the one who gets banned from forums. So to all the people on here that have met Aled your calling them desperate? Just for saying hi to another human being???

[VivAyrshire]

Yes, but I also get forgiven and get back!! :-)

I am just saying there is a difference between saying "hi" and drooling all over someone. Mind you, some of the UMs have done plenty as well!!

I'm pretty much betting you won't stop at a simple "hi".

I just don't do going up to celebs!! I've had 2 occasions where I could have spoken to Aled, and simply wouldn't do it. Here's my pic of him, btw. See how close?! And I refused to shout out, despite being egged on to do so!!

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/picture.php?albumid=162&pictureid=1522 - pic taken during Moyles' Karaoke Tour - 2009, Glasgow City.

[VivAyrshire]

Anyhow, moving on to more important stuff ..... I had quite a nice afternoon enjoying Scottish scenery from quite high up on a hill. Then I had lunch in a Garden Centre, which I enjoyed. :-)

[postie]

Viv play nice there is nothing wrong in aimee wanting to meet Aled he is a celeb well to us anyway

Im sure Aled would be delighted to meet her :)

[VivAyrshire]

*halo appears above head*

Yes, I'm sure, just hope she conducts herself in a ladylike manner. And doesn't sport that grin off of the avatar!! LOL

*I am discussing this no further, as the conversation is now boring me* - whoop, whoop!!

[Aimee]

God all i want to do is say hi to him, yes if i were meeting someone like Jared Padalecki i would be drooling (no offence Aled). And now your bashing my smile??? Whats wrong with it....too cheery?? and what do you mean i wont be stopping at a simple hi what kind of person do you think i am??? How can you bash people you dont even know, you seem to me like your a very sad woman who has nothing else to do than stir and cause problems on forums filled with happy nice people.

Anyway thanks postie :)

Still looking forward to meeting Aled in Lincoln in a few weeks and having a good night with my friends.

[Andrew80]

oh holy moly! Aimee, I hope you have a fab night and good chat with AHJ :)

[Yudster]

I kind of know where Viv is coming from, the sort of frenzied adulation that the crowd over on UM demonstrate to that pickled, orange tool is completely laughable for instance. There is something a bit lame about celeb-hunting. But it is a bit different with Aled isn't it? I don't know about you lot, but I kind of feel like I sort of know him anyway, and he might be quite happy to meet any one of us. Certainly people I know from cm.net who have met him have said that's the case, that he was as pleased to meet them as they were to see him.

Still not sure I'd do it though, I reckon I'd be like Viv, taking a photo from a few feet away and letting him get on with it!

[Aimee]

i sent aled a tweet a while ago saying that i got tickets to go and he said to go and say hi to him, if he hadn't have replied to me i would have gone, enjoyed myself and if he mingled with the crowd after i possibly would say hi. So if someone tells you to say hello im not not going to. Plus it would be nice to meet him after all this time. We must be just different then i dont find it lame at all im sure a lot of people at the event will be saying hi to him and im sure aled doesn't mind as he is a nice guy. *steps down from her soap box* :)

[VivAyrshire]

I kind of know where Viv is coming from, the sort of frenzied adulation that the crowd over on UM demonstrate to that pickled, orange tool is completely laughable for instance. There is something a bit lame about celeb-hunting. But it is a bit different with Aled isn't it? I don't know about you lot, but I kind of feel like I sort of know him anyway, and he might be quite happy to meet any one of us. Certainly people I know from cm.net who have met him have said that's the case, that he was as pleased to meet them as they were to see him.

Still not sure I'd do it though, I reckon I'd be like Viv, taking a photo from a few feet away and letting him get on with it!

Yes, what I think about certain UMs I won't post on here (incase they read it!!), but Scott quite recently described certain people on his fansite as a bit "weird" (on air!!)... I don't agree with hanging outside the back of the R1 building, but Scott has been very pleasant to people who have done so.

I think Aled seems more approachable somehow than Scott. I like Scott, but he can be that bit more impatient/ more easily bored somehow?! (I think).

I am growing increasingly tired of this "celeb" World, and keeping up with the Joneses. Bring back the 80s, where people/life seemed to make more sense (or is it just nostalgia). hmmm

[VivAyrshire]

forums filled with happy nice people.

Anyway thanks postie :)

.

You mean, you're nice?!! :096: 'Least I don't look like buggs bunny!!

[Aimee]

dont make this personal viv your totally out of order there. There is nothing wrong with my smile so dont take the mick. Yes this forum was fun is filled with nice people including of so get over it.

[Aimee]

Anyway....im looking forward to tomorrow at 5.45 to be exact as its a work colleagues birthday and we've hired her a stripper, police uniform etc and he's going to come and 'arrest' her....for our benefit too lol will be so funny....of course the practice will be closed, ive seen a pic of the guy online and he is Dreamy with a capital D lol :)

[Yudster]

I'd sue anyone who did that to me. I really mean that.

[VivAyrshire]

I would too, Yuds!!

[Mitchell]

You mean, you're nice?!! :096: 'Least I don't look like buggs bunny!!

Your carpet looks like shit.

[BabyB]

i've just finished my last essay of 1st year! i've got 2 weeks to go and that's my 1st year done with! bring on 2nd year baby!!!

[Yudster]

Your carpet looks like shit.
...Eh?

[Mitchell]

It's a running joke from UM. Viv was talking about the dating sites that she uses and made an off-hand remark that someone had messaged her to insult her carpet. For some reason, I found this hilarious and it eventually caught on.

It's the small things that get us through the day.

[VivAyrshire]

It's the small things that get us through the day.

yes, small things for small minds!!

The online dating is OVER now anyway, at least with this particular Site anyhow. I couldn't actually take any more bampots, including one who wanted me to cycle knickerless through Falkirk!! Yeah, I don't think so mate.

Anyhow, today I am off to a nature centre (again).... Fresh air and green scenery here we come!! Woo !!

Who needs men - not I.... not when you have green fields and a big pile of mud to look at!!

[Mitchell]

including one who wanted me to cycle knickerless through Falkirk!!
I hope everyone else can now appreciate why I find these stories so funny.

[VivAyrshire]

For me, it was the final straw!! Like Yudster said, it's probably best to join a more expensive Site, or just simply go out for the night!! :-)

[FanB]

I'm going on holiday today! YAY! :)...

[Adam]

Spending time with my best friend, drinking starbucks and having a look around liverpool. I really like it as a city

[Yudster]

Doesn't really cut the mustard as a village or hamlet though does it? I wonder how it would fare as a large town? Maybe a tad overqualified. Anyway, I heard that it actually wanted to be a rural Nature Reserve, so I'm sure your approbation for it as a city will go some way to assuaging its inevitable disappointment.

[Mitchell]

Were you drunk when writing that?

[Yudster]

Nope, just in full Reply To Adam mode. He'll get it even if you don't.

[Mitchell]

I'm glad someone will.

[VivAyrshire]

Yeh, but you don't understand much, Mitchell!!

Anyhow, today I am off to the countryside... it's suprisingly warm, and I wanna sunbathe!! :-)

[BabyB]

I've signed up for Zumba Fitness Instructor training! I signed up yesterday afternoon and haven't stopped grinning since! :)

[BabyB]

I have officially finished my 1st year of my nursing course! it's been the maddest, most stressful, quickest year of my life!

[Andrew80]

Ive been promoted lol! wooooooooooooooo moving back to Belfast Store (higher turnover/density etc), payrise, less travelling (360 miles less a week), lovely!

[VivAyrshire]

I am off to Edinburgh for a short break, and to the Fringe Festival... Whoop!!

Get ready for Viv World, festival

[Andrew80]

Music is making me feel great today - just touching the right bits.... I like times like that! Music is the core of life!

[Aimee]

Im looking forward to saturday night in Lincoln for the Lincoln Pride After Party, the friend who i was going with let me down but luckily i found someone else and the other cute dentist (not the one i live with) might come with us so should be a laugh :) Just need to find something to wear now lol

[VivAyrshire]

I met actual Scott Mills and Becky in Edinburgh, and got tix to see TOTDS' show, which was outstanding!!

Woo!!

[BabyB]

oooh how was "silent but deadly"??

[VivAyrshire]

Outstanding, Baby B. My review is on www.unofficialmills.co.uk in the Scott Mills forum, along with pictures of Becky, Scott and the pretty venue!!

The local Edinburgh papers gave it 5 stars for every night of the week!! (I agree)

[Aimee]

I had a fab night last night at the Lincoln Pride After Party, Aled was so lovely to me and my friend, it was great to actually talk and hang out with him for a while (thanks for that Aled) it was funny as he was going down the line of people at the front saying hello and he got to me and looked then said 'is it aimee?' i was like yeah and he said yay and he gave me a big hug...my friend was like 'omg its Aled...Aled!' hehe :) Great set also (thanks for playing Love Machine) and had a great time :D

heres one pic... (bearing in mind it was like 1am and very hot in there! lol)
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs152.ash2/40949_458739559738_692244738_6330504_4771082_n.jpg


Oh and no goofy bugs bunny style grin either :)

[Aimee]

oh and on thursday night i met up with a very cute guy i've liked for a while.....we swapped numbers so im hoping we see each other again :)

[VivAyrshire]

.. (bearing in mind it was like 1am and very hot in there! lol)


Mmm.... clearly.

Nice pic of Aled, looking a bit thin though!! :-(

[Andrew80]

I got my Rota up to and including Christmas and New Year (for my new store) and its the best I have had in a long time - off on Boxing day wooooooo! First time in 7 years lol!

[Andrew80]

Cant stop smiling at the moment lol!

[bbb]

Got every thing set for L.A i leave on Friday for three months also going to New York while im over in the sates and a few other citys as well

and on top of that a bit of old news from the 31st july lol i was at Belfast Pride it was so much fun my 1st pride ever found out that my pic was took then put in a big local paper here The Belfast Telegraph out of all the pics they took they picked mine i was laughing so much i hate getting my pic took and any pic of me oh so why im talking about this now is because i have had a few people come up to me and they were like omg your pic was in the paper so i was like yea and its no big deal then they like it is a big deal that paper is big so that makes you famous .... so i said nope the paper is big but my pic being in it was by chance and it does not mean anything

I find it funny that some people make a big deal over a small pic in a big paper or how fame obssed some people are I dont want to be famous i just want to be me I have met a few famous people at events i atended mostly localy famous people I treated them equally the way i would treat anyone else other than people i look up to
like the time me and Andrew met Aled in Belfast in 2008 i think i was all shy and giddy and nervous I also asked him for his autograph why because i look up to him and respect him and also my memory is not the best so i wanted something to remember that day by even know the whole time we all talked for was like any way

love the pic Aimee your looking good as all ways :) and im very glad you had a good time

[Andrew80]

Im looking forward to my new job in Belfast store - well same job new location - better store etc!

Im looking forward to seeing Daybreak on ITV - sky plus set for final GMTV (tissues at the ready) and first Daybreak! Although it has already lost it in that Ben the lovely wonderful Ben has left the sofa - :(

[Aimee]

Got every thing set for L.A i leave on Friday for three months also going to New York while im over in the sates and a few other citys as well

oh my gosh i am uuber jealous!!! La is the one place i want to go sooo much..and new york lol. i hope you have a fabulous time :)

And thanks about the pic....i was so shiny cus it was so hot in there, aled kept apologising cus he was hot and sweaty too lol x

[Andrew80]

Got bought sooooo many presents for leaving the store - a Jasper Conran Bag, a Police Watch, Lots of wine and Vodka lol! (They know me soooo well).... Had a great day - will miss my friends but onwards and upwards

[VivAyrshire]

I will be on an 70s / 80s nostalgia weekend soon.... I am staying on a farm with cows, chickens and sheep. Can't wait for this!! :-)

The breakfast includes porridge with whiskey in it!! Yes!!

O, and I won either a CD "Scott Mills' Big Ones" or a T-shirt with "Scott Mills' Big Ones" written on it. :-) Currently waiting on my prize showing up in the post!!

[VivAyrshire]

!!! La is the one place i want to go sooo much..x

L.A. is for Los Plastics.

[BabyB]

i have officially been a student nurse for 1 whole year! and i'm still relatively sane!

on the 20th I start year 2 and go into branch - learning disability nursing only for the next 2 years! whopee!

[VivAyrshire]

I bought a candy pink top from a Charity Shop this morning... only cost me £1.50 - I love a bargain. :-)

[BabyB]

i got a hamster yesterday! she's brown, grey and black and called Lucy :) had been promising my son since our last hamster died at christmas that we'd get another, but every time i'd gone to the pet shop they never had any. she's a wee scamp though, she escaped from her box even before we got home, hid in the central console of the car between the gear stick and the dash and it took me an hour to coax her out!

[Andrew80]

I am loving working in Belfast again :) its ssooooooo making me happy at the moment .... im sure someone will piss me off eventually!

[VivAyrshire]

Getting my hair cut today at 1400 hours. When my hair is tidy, I can think more logically. Strange, but true.

Also, the sun is out, and it's actually quite warm today. :-)

[Andrew80]

I finish tomorrow for 8 days - god bless america!

[VivAyrshire]

I am going running this afternoon...... and to the movies next week sometime to see "Going The Distance" with Drew Barrymore. :-0

[VivAyrshire]

I am going running, once the rain clears away!! Looking forward to the smells of the Autumn outside.

The library are now doing coffee + cakes for £1.00 on Saturdays, which is bloody brilliant. Wot a bargain. :-)

[bbb]

loveing it over here and thank you ammie yea its a cool place and im all chilled out over here and im starting to tan witch is the 1st time ever lol

[VivAyrshire]

In Glasgow for the sales. Got some nice hoop earrings. The clothes sales are pretty crap, and full of stuff nobody would want anyway!!

Going to an ice display in the city centre later on.

[Andrew80]

Only working a 3 day week next week - I swear if on of my deputies phone in sick next week - they will be sick as I will kill them...

[Ezza]

Tom's parents got us tickets to see Take That Wooooooo :) I'm excited already!

[Yudster]

Now that's something to be jealous of......! We expect a full review Ez ok?

[Ezza]

You shall have one! :D

[VivAyrshire]

Oooh. enjoy Take That.

I am trying to remain a lot calmer today. I am off along the coast, the sun is shining, the World outside is all golden, and I'm gonna get my hair done!! woo

[VivAyrshire]

Enjoyed my running today... despite the mysterious on-going fog in Ayrshire....

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5217 - heaven this. May not look like heaven but it was. Nice to have a stress free, out in mysterious mist kind of day..... nobody to bother me.... !!

the simple things.

[VivAyrshire]

I am doing more running today... and retail therapy... sun in Scotland today, so gotta take advantage of it.

[Andrew80]

applying for a cool job - fingers crossed :)

[VivAyrshire]

Good luck :-) Any news yet?

Anyhow, I am off running today, now the rain has blown away... Yipee... looking forward to getting rid of some of my adrenaline, and getting out into the country for fresh air and exercise.

[VivAyrshire]

More running today.... 100% sunshine in Scotland, and I am gonna request some tunes whilst out in the countryside... Pine trees, fresh air, open spaces..... I'm on my way!!

woo hoo

[Andrew80]

Good luck :-) Any news yet?

Anyhow, I am off running today, now the rain has blown away... Yipee... looking forward to getting rid of some of my adrenaline, and getting out into the country for fresh air and exercise.

I found out about it the closing date of applications and missed it by half an hour - not processed any further - sod it!

[Mattlingun]

She did a better fart than me lol and her timing was perfect.:044:

[VivAyrshire]

You're just disgusting!! 2 minutes on line and you have already disgusted me.

[VivAyrshire]

I am off along coast today.... gonna try and fit in a swim later. woo

[VivAyrshire]

I am off to an actual PARK later. A park with actual grass.....

O, and a cafe full of yummy sweet things all for me!!

[VivAyrshire]

Attending a royal wedding cake fest on Friday (hopefully)... I do not support Royal Weddings, especially during a recession, however I do support eating cake. After this, I am hopefully off out into the country for some lovely fresh air and exercise. O, and listening to Tony Blackburn at 1400 hours.

[yummytummy]

My Take That tickets arrived today for wembley and going to america golden west in november and can't wait

[VivAyrshire]

I am off to the movies to see "Indigious" (or something that is spelled like this)

Supposed to be v. scary.....

[VivAyrshire]

Movie was fan-bloody tastic.

I have a new phone - an ORANGE RIO, which I am v. pleased with. Now I can check my hotmail and get onto Twitter, all from my bed. Or a bus, or anywhere.

[VivAyrshire]

I am SKY HIGH. I am v. pleased because I managed to fit in my run before the monsoon-like conditions in Scotland.

I have been up hills, nice green views, trees, fresh air..... I feel grrrrrrreeeat.

I have also managed to install hotmail onto my phone - did that all myself.... and I have learned what .png means for images (wallpaper) on my phone.

[Devilsduck]

Making me smile.....its lovely and sunny in Devon

[VivAyrshire]

Going running today!! Hopefully it won't be too rainy, as I have almost got over my flu, and have now wish to get another dose of the cold.

[Andrew80]

day off tomorrow making me very happy - watching the replay of the monaco gp :)

[VivAyrshire]

I'm on today, but off tomorrow, so hopefully will get a chilled afternoon...... the weather is so skanky and cold in Scotland, I'm actually quite glad not to be off today!! :-)

Had quite a good weekend. Saturday saw some smashing exercise... Once again, pity the sun is so limited.

[VivAyrshire]

LOVED Alan Sugar with Moyles today. Wot a man. He pees in the bushes. I am so impressed by this.

10/10.

[VivAyrshire]

I'm off to an interview today. In Ayr, and the sun has made a rare appearance. Whoop whoop

I think because it's sunny though, I kind of don't want to do formal things. Wanna have sex in the woods tied to a tree.

[VivAyrshire]

Even though interview was a mess, I'm still happy today. Had a good night's sleep, and I am happening this morning. Just a pity there is no real reason to "happen".

[Devilsduck]

Why don't you go over to chrismoyles.net this place is dead bob

[VivAyrshire]

I'm too good for cm.net - why would I want to lower myself to a set of skanks. UM rocks!! :-)

I got lovely Italian coffee sachets which I'm gonna try out tomorrow.... lovely the smell of coffee. woo

[Console]

I'm too good for cm.net

Oh, was it you that banned us?

UM rocks!!

Is this the same 'UM' that you told Jono to shove up his arse?

[VivAyrshire]

Oh, was it you that banned us?



It may seem quite bizarre, but in my mind, I had 'mentally' banned you, long before you physically banned me.

It is, at the end of the day, not my responsibility for the fact you wish to dismiss greatness, innovation and independence of thought, rather than following the crowd, in a desperate attempt to "fit in", as most people on cm.net do. Rather tedious, I always thought.

These days I have mostly harmony on UM around me, which I like - rather than complete erratic fighting, dealing with unhinged, the desperate and the downright ridiculous.

I note there is still some bizarre need to post about me (always good for a laugh), even though I have been gone for some time. I sometimes run a search on my name, and it "throws up" such a lot of tosh for someone you really know nothing about. I find that quite curious, obsessive even?!? I certainly fail to post about any of you. I find it curious the assumptions that are made, especially for a female you do not know... assumptions are made, many of which are often inaccurate. But that's the modern world, where many of us live in a cyber world, dealing with cyber friends, and failing to connect with "real" people. Which reduces us to inane, and time-wasting remarks on Messages Boards. Whoever invented a message board should probably be put in jail and locked up for a very, very long time, such is the negativity that may arise from the very existence of such places.

I view those boards as a guest. It ain't pretty. I have even heard Comedy Dave recently comment on the fact that these Boards go far too far, when basically they really know very little about any member of the Chris Moyles' team. The only person who acknowledges cm.net is Aled - although he appears to change his mind constantly. At one point, he was very pro-UM, next thing he's off to cm.net. At the end of the day, messages boards (when a line gets crossed and people THINK they know things) are a menace. Whilst we are all guilty of "assuming" - even on UM, cm.net goes steps too far.

Which would you choose. Harmony or fighting? I note you have even been superseded by a too-autocratic mod who appears to talk down to everyone. Not good.

Even YOU (despite being practically inhuman) were never THAT bad. #justathought. :-) *

* well, actually you were bad enough, consistently failing to have the courage to speak out, Mr Harris' little lap dog, jumping on command.

It ain't pretty.

I see being on UM as being part of my karma. I needed a more harmonious period in my life, to learn and to grow. Thanx to UM, I have become a better person. Today I may stand upright in the sunshine. A shining beacon in the grass.

You, on the other hand, are "stuck" - stuck in the same place with the same stagnant characters. I pity you, for your lack of ability to grow - like a weed in a river, trying to bloom, but can't........ !!

And, on UM, people don't go crazy because I used double exclamantion marks... In today's crazy world with all the bad things that happen on the news, blah, blah, how dare anyone use double exclamation marks.

[VivAyrshire]

I feel really pleased with this speech. Proper bloody pleased. I am sat here grinning, in my yellow sunshine top and yellow accessories. Even though my hair straightners blew up this morning, I am still happy *

* all is well in Viv World and life is (almost) complete.

[VivAyrshire]

!! I'm so pleased with myself right now. Really am. *

* so much for being inarticulate (ha ha).

AND, these days, I even know how to quote properly !! I can audio boo, attach pictures, send pictures, upload pictures. All sorts of stuff. All self-taught. :-()

[Console]

It is, at the end of the day, not my responsibility for the fact

You're not responsible for facts, agreed, fact are facts, no-one could be responsible for them. You are however responsible for the nonsense that you portray as facts.

I note there is still some bizarre need to post about me (always good for a laugh), even though I have been gone for some time.

I'm fairly certain I haven't done that.

Whoever invented a message board should probably be put in jail and locked up for a very, very long time, such is the negativity that may arise from the very existence of such places.

Negativity is not a crime.

Which would you choose. Harmony or fighting?

Permanently? Neither - life would be so boring without conflict, but would also not feel complete without resolution. I don't even think one could exist without the other - without good, there is no bad - contrast is how we define things.

I note you have even been [B]superseded by a too-autocratic mod who appears to talk down to everyone.

You mean replace, but that's still not true - I don't go on their as much anymore, so someone else was required to pick up the slack.

despite being practically inhuman

'Practically inhuman', or to put it another way, 'human'.

consistently failing to have the courage to speak out

Wouldn't I need to disagree with something to 'speak out' against it? What did I disagree with that I didn't speak out against, due to lack of courage or otherwise?

Mr Harris' little lap dog, jumping on command.

What commands of his did I follow? As far as I'm aware he's never given any.

You, on the other hand, are "stuck" - stuck in the same place with the same stagnant characters.

What characters? What are you talking about?

I can audio boo, attach pictures, send pictures, upload pictures.

What's an 'audio boo'?

[VivAyrshire]

*sighs* nothing ever changes and you always have to be right.

I do not post nonsense. I post opinions, which you choose to see as nonsense. What I have to say is NO WORSE than anybody else. You always took the side of other people against me, even during times I WAS correct. And continue to remain correct.

Why is there such a lack of conflict on UM? Well, it's do with more balanced people who don't have some bizarre need to fight at every available oppotunity, frequently over not much of anything.

An audio boo = a sound bite. You can do it on your phone, and then send it in via twitter to the Chris Moyles show, commenting on the show (or whatever). There will be a week of these next week with Moyles, which should be interesting.

Characters = other members (d'uh).

[VivAyrshire]

You're not responsible for facts, agreed, fact are facts, ?

Your idea of a FACT may not be a fact. We choose what we see as FACTS, which may be grossly inaccurate.

I've always considered the idea of facts and backing them up with evidence as a lot of pee. :gun:

[VivAyrshire]

** that's right!! Run away!! You always did run away **

[Console]

nothing ever changes and you always have to be right.

Plenty changes, and there's a difference between having to be right and just being right.

I do not post nonsense. I post opinions, which you choose to see as nonsense.

No, you post opinions that you see as and call facts.

You always took the side of other people against me, even during times I WAS correct.

Like when? Name a time, quote something. I don't recall a time when that happened.

Why is there such a lack of conflict on UM?

I don't know, is it full of tedious people who don't have the guts to voice a minority opinion and stand behind it? Only guessing, I don't post and don't read there.

Well, it's do with more balanced people who don't have some bizarre need to fight at every available oppotunity, frequently over not much of anything.

A valid theory, although 'more balanced' does seem like code for 'boring'. Fighting is fun, it's not a happy fun, but it is fun - that's part of the reason people do it. Crafting arguments, watching for traps while trying to create and deploy your own, keeping back strategies to use in your end game - it's like vocal chess.

An audio boo = a sound bite.

Oh, I though it was like an audio version of a 'Rick Roll' - that's a little disappointing actually.

Characters = other members (d'uh).

Ok then, what people and places am I stuck with/in? Keep in mind that you have to answer in a way that doesn't also apply to yourself. Also, opinions aren't facts, and they can be wrong.

Your idea of a FACT may not be a fact.

If you had said 'What you think of as facts may not be so', then I might agree with you, but your statement, as is, is non-tautological.

I've always considered the idea of facts and backing them up with evidence as a lot of pee.

Which explains a lot about you, if nothing else.

** that's right!! Run away!! You always did run away **

Who's running? How do you even run away on a forum?

[VivAyrshire]

UM can be a little tedious, yes. There does seem to be an almost "unwritten rule" than you can't get into lively discussions.

Your constant need for evidence to back up every fact says more about YOU. I go by gut reaction. You know what they say - 90% of first impressions are remarkably accurate, thus no need for evidence or facts.

Did they get bored with you on cm.net? Is this why you don't go on much anymore? tired of the bot like person??

You always took other characters' sides. Even when I would report abusive posts, you would do nothing about it. Ever. (fact).

I'd like to rip your red hair out your head, I really would.

[Console]

Your constant need for evidence to back up every fact says more about YOU.

Yes, my inquisitive, intelligent mind means that I want to know reasons for things - the what, why and how of things. The universe is an incredible thing and I want to know how it all works.

As for what you're referring to, however, I require evidence for things people say because I know that people can be wrong and they can lie. These two possibilities cover a big enough chunk of the possibilities for it to be perfectly rational to require evidence for things. Especially when there are two or more sides to an issue.

You know what they say - 90% of first impressions are remarkably accurate, thus no need for evidence or facts.

People also say that we only use about 10% of our brains, that water isn't blue, and that swallowed gum will take seven years to pass through your digestive system. People used think think that the Earth was flat and the sun went around us. People are wrong quite a lot of the time, which is why evidence is a good thing.

Did they get bored with you on cm.net?

Not that I'm aware of, no - although I haven't asked them (as a whole), so I don't know either way.

Is this why you don't go on much anymore? tired of the bot like person??

No and no (Alice is a good bot).

You always took other characters' sides. Even when I would report abusive posts, you would do nothing about it. Ever. (fact).

I did take your side a couple of times, but the reason that I was against you most of the time was because I thought you were wrong.

I'd like to rip your red hair out your head, I really would.

That one definitely says a lot about you.

[VivAyrshire]

I'm so not talking anymore. I am v. angry and need to go running.

I refuse to engage with lesser mortals when I KNOW I am right. I am off to view the Universe, the countryside and the peace. To appreciate the hills and the sun and the clouds without conflict.

[Console]

I'm so not talking anymore. I am v. angry and need to go running.

Oh, is that how you run away from a forum.

**Ahem**

That's right! Run away! You always did run away!

[VivAyrshire]

I still think I'm right.

An opinion is subjective.... it does not need fact necessarily to back it up, because we, as human beings, perceive the World in different ways.

I may look at someone and think "you're an arse"... someone else may look at the same person and think "you are magnificent". *

* In your case, I should imagine it wouldn't be the latter.

ps: Devilsduck = arse. Argumentative, obnoxious and much, much worse.

[VivAyrshire]

Console: "Yes, my inquisitive, intelligent mind"....

Viv: When did that happen?

[Console]

An opinion is subjective.... it does not need fact necessarily to back it up, because we, as human beings, perceive the World in different ways.

Completely agree - opinions don't need to be backed up with evidence, unless you're trying to convince someone that your opinion is fact, in which case you do.

Console: "Yes, my inquisitive, intelligent mind"....

Viv: When did that happen?

I posted that at 25-06-2011, 11:37 AM, according to the post time, anyway - I suppose the site's clock could be off a bit.

[VivAyrshire]

I still don't agree. The so-called evidence could be false. How many cases have wound up in Court, for example, where evidence has been false.

Your cock must be inaccurate. Anyhow, I have more important things to do, such as hot chocolate and marshmallows and cream.

[VivAyrshire]

Ps: I am always right.... even when I'm wrong.... I'm right.

[Console]

The so-called evidence could be false. How many cases have wound up in Court, for example, where evidence has been false.

What point are you making? Evidence can be made up, sure. Evidence can lead to false conclusions, absolutely. What exactly are you proposing to do instead, guess? And what does this have to do with you stating opinions as fact?

[VivAyrshire]

As I've said before - opinions = fact according to each person. A person is entitled to opinions without having to justify them all the time with ridiculous amounts of backing-up... blah blah.

I need my lunch just now. This is an opinion. It does not need to be backed up with evidence. How could I show you my rumbling tummy, for example??

[VivAyrshire]

Lunch time.... marshmallows calling my name. and the voice is getting louder.

[Console]

As I've said before - opinions = fact according to each person.

Which is wrong - that's not an opinion, it's a fact. Opinions are individual , facts are universal.

Fact is a synonym for truth and certainty (like a theorem), opinion is a synonym for assumption and conjecture (like a theory). Theories require overwhelming evidence in their favour to become theorems.

It sounds/reads like you want to redefine the words, and if you do then go right ahead, just don't expect people to understand what you're talking about or agree with your redefinitions when you do.

A person is entitled to opinions without having to justify them all the time with ridiculous amounts of backing-up.

You say that as though I've been asking you for evidence this entire time. I haven't done that. Of course if you have some evidence to the contrary, I'll surely look at it.

I need my lunch just now. This is an opinion. It does not need to be backed up with evidence. How could I show you my rumbling tummy, for example??

No-ones asking for evidence that you're hungry, Viv, at least no-one that anyone else can see and hear.

[bmstinton93]

So basically cm.net > UM

[VivAyrshire]

Actually, I think I do want to redefine the words..... so you may have a point.

Something things in life simply have no explanation tho'. There's a church in my town which has a poster on it saying: "not all questions may be answered by google" - I totally agree. Some things simply have no logical facts/reason to back them up.

However much someone like you may require facts, there is a higher power that basically is casting facts into the wind!!

What is certain in an uncertain, fragile World where nothing IS certain???? *

* God, I'm good. Except the "fact" that the sun will rise and set and life will go on?? Or will it? What if, as the Bible predicts, this World will end and we will all burn in Hell ? Everything in the bible appears to be coming true these days after all, with all the floods and chaos in different countries....

Even our very climate in Scotland this year. So unusual for the month of June with an ever-present icy wind, no matter how warm the day. Why is that? That's not even normal. Is it the icy hand of an angry God, angry with us all and our stupidity and existence on Planet Earth? How we choose to destroy the Earth, by blasting evil gases into it, at the same time as creating appliances such as "wind farms" - largely useless unless there IS wind. Pretending to be "green" when actually we're not - what we all are is vandals, bent on destruction.

Then we dare to seek facts/evidence to back up our pathetic existence.

[VivAyrshire]

So basically cm.net > UM

Well, it couldn't be any more lifeless than UM at the mo'.

But then the DJ (Scott) is more of a corporate "dick" than Moyles, using "facebook" as a medium for connection between his Show and the listeners, even though facebook went out of fashion back in 2008.

Moyles and Aled are picking up on cm.net on air, hence the hits to the Site, and the Site's ability to thrive. UM is getting no help, and even Jono no longer cares.

So yep, that will make cm.net greater than UM.

[VivAyrshire]

Everything connects. Madonna says that. There are no facts really - just a series of supernatural events where everything is somehow connected in the Universe.

There is something bigger than us. A BIG "fact" that we are all missing.

I bet when you die your entire life will wind up being explained to you. And only then will it make any kind of sense.

I have a senseless life at the moment, having to do a lot of stupid things. Yet are they stupid? Or is the "torture" meant to teach me something I do not yet understand?

Even the "fact" that you have a patch over your eye in your avatar is ridiculous. Why would anyone do that when they have nothing wrong with their eyes? At least my avatar makes sense. It's a view of the Ayrshire countryside.

[Console]

Something things in life simply have no explanation tho'.[...]Some things simply have no logical facts/reason to back them up.

Like what? Please note that there is a difference between not having an explanation/reason and not knowing the explanation/reason.

However much someone like you may require facts, there is a higher power that basically is casting facts into the wind!

Ignoring for a moment that there isn't a higher power (by which you mean a god, and I'm assuming it's the Christian god at that, although the Christian god isn't involved which most of the stuff you seem to believe, I can't think of any religion that does), why does this power create facts just to throw them away?

What is certain in an uncertain, fragile World where nothing IS certain????

In this world you describe, is the uncertainty certain?

Except the "fact" that the sun will rise and set and life will go on?? Or will it?

It most likely will for the foreseeable future. Eventually, however, the sun will grow into a red giant, probably taking out the first four planets in the solar system, and then shrink to a white-dwarf.

It's a fact that the sun has always risen and set (since the creation of the Earth), it's not a fact that it always will.

What if, as the Bible predicts, this World will end and we will all burn in Hell ?

If The Bible is correct and the rapture comes then Hell's doors will close and no more people will be able to enter. Those in purgatory (which I presume also includes anyone that is actually still alive at this point) will ascend to heaven, not descend to hell.

Everything in the bible appears to be coming true these days after all, with all the floods and chaos in different countries....

Floods and chaos, eh? It is pretty hard to get a prediction wrong when you predict something that happens all of the time.

Even our very climate in Scotland this year. So unusual for the month of June with an ever-present icy wind, no matter how warm the day. Why is that? That's not even normal.

It's not normal, but its does happen. The climate changes, winds blow in different directions carrying different temperatures. That's it really.

How we choose to destroy the Earth, by blasting evil gases into it, at the same time as creating appliances such as "wind farms" - largely useless unless there IS wind. Pretending to be "green" when actually we're not - what we all are is vandals, bent on destruction.

Evil gases? We don't create CO2 because of evil (if such a thing exists), we create it because there's a need for energy and it needs to come from somewhere and unfortunately that has harmful bi-products. We didn't always know they were harmful and now we do we're trying to do something about it.

I do find it funny that you knock humankind for creating these 'evil' gases and then knock us again for trying to do something to reduce them. What should we be doing, Viv?

Then we dare to seek facts/evidence to back up our pathetic existence.

Dare? You may have a pathetic existence, please don't speak for the rest of us.

We don't seek facts/evidence to backup our existence, I'm not even sure what that means. You believe that a god made us, he would need to justify it, not us. Anyway, we look for facts and evidence to explain our existence and the existence of the world around us. It's curiosity, not justification.

There are no facts really - just a series of supernatural events where everything is somehow connected in the Universe.

If there are no facts then surely what you've just written, by it's very nature, isn't a fact. It's like writing 'This is a lie' - it doesn't mean anything.

As for everything being 'just' a series of supernatural events connected to the universe, I agree completely with that statement except for the super- prefix.

Actually, even saying that doesn't mean much. If everything is supernatural, then by definition it isn't supernatural, it is just natural. Of course, you're talking about some combination of ghosts, leprechauns, goblins, gnomes, nymphs, vampires, werewolves, angels, demons, gods, fairies, elves, trolls, psychics, mediums (and smalls), witches, wizards, mermaids, unicorns, gorgons, dragons, genies, sprites and flying spaghetti monsters, none of which are 'natural' (read 'real' (with the possible exception of the last one, Pastafarianism FTW)).

There is something bigger than us. A BIG "fact" that we are all missing.

The Earth is fairly big.

Or is the "torture" meant to teach me something I do not yet understand?

It might teach you something, but I doubt it's meant to teach you anything.

Even the "fact" that you have a patch over your eye in your avatar is ridiculous. Why would anyone do that when they have nothing wrong with their eyes?

It's a pirate reference, although I can see how people would miss it, especially with the space background.

At least my avatar makes sense. It's a view of the Ayrshire countryside.

A reference I had missed as I have never been to Ayrshire and I'm not sure that if I had I could distinguish it from the thousands of other countrysides around the globe.

Not 'getting' something, doesn't make it ridiculous.

[bbb]

wow nice to see things have not changed a bit haha

[bbb]

whats makeing me smile is the fact im going back to l.a for the 3rd time for 3 months again so i can see my best friends and be with a guy that i am love with and hes in love me with shocking i know viv:p the whole thing is complex im also happy that im still standing even tho ive had a lot of bad stuff happened but a lot of good stuff has happened to

ive been busy studying and ive now been to ypres Belgium, France and walked in the Trenches of the somme im a history geek after that i want to l.a for 3 months then was back home for 2 then back to l.a for 3 months again so ive spent a year almost there ive met some amazing people who i am going back to see im thinking of moveing there

on the down side of things ive been told i have bpd (Borderline personality disorder ) it just adds to the stuff i deal with all ready lol so yea ive been rather busy and happy

[VivAyrshire]

I am not suprised u have been diagnosed with a "personality disorder"... I had detected it all along. That said, I am pleased you have found someone to love you. Must be quite a feat.

I have my eye on a new man who is a policeman and he likes me... just have to work on it a bit. :-)

As to Console, his ultimate destiny will be looking out at life from behind a bunch of bars. Divorced, face down in a gutter, and eventually incarcerated for a very, very long time.

Space background? I thought that was some innovative person throwing a ball at the back of your head !!

[Console]

As to Console, his ultimate destiny will be looking out at life from behind a bunch of bars. Divorced, face down in a gutter, and eventually incarcerated for a very, very long time.

What did you use to divine that? Tarot cards, tasseography, a crystal ball perhaps? Can you use the same method to find out where I'll to go to dinner tonight? My current options are an all-you-can-eat Chinese restaurant, and Indian restaurant or a Fish and Chips restaurant. Read your card, your tea leaves and your crystal ball - which will I choose?

Actually, by the time you respond to this it would probably have already happened, so, if that is the case, what did I choose?

Space background? I thought that was some innovative person throwing a ball at the back of your head !!

Somewhat unsurprising, and very consistently, you were wrong.

[VivAyrshire]

I just use basic logic to predict how your life will go.

I will say a fish + chips restaurant, as you have always struck me as quite "fishy" - no doubt though, even if you had been there, you will say the opposite.

I was reading yesterday about the Universe: an article which says the universe expands, gets to a critical point, then collapses back in on itself. By this logic, you should slowly start to go backwards, back to the time when you were applying to be a bot (edit: sorry, MOD), back further, eventually ending in a big ball of nothingness.

[Console]

I just use basic logic to predict how your life will go.

A ha ha. Brilliant - very funny. The person who doesn't believe in facts and evidence now claims to use logic? Is this another term you've redefined? Is 'basic logic' a 'magic eight ball'?

I will say a fish + chips restaurant, as you have always struck me as quite "fishy" - no doubt though, even if you had been there, you will say the opposite.

Actually, Saturday was my birthday, and if you knew me (as you claim to, and being able to see the future or not) you'd know that I don't ever do anything special for my birthday - I stayed in.

I was reading yesterday about the Universe: an article which says the universe expands, gets to a critical point, then collapses back in on itself. By this logic, you should slowly start to go backwards, back to the time when you were applying to be a bot (edit: sorry, MOD), back further, eventually ending in a big ball of nothingness.

If the universe were to contract time wouldn't reverse with it; however, a more likely, and certainly more bleak, outcome is that the universe will continue to expand, getting dimmer and colder, and entropy increases until the heat death of the universe occurs. When this happens time still won't reverse, however - your magic eight ball is wrong there.

It's never actually been shown that time is reversible. There's been nothing discovered in the laws of the universe that prohibit it, but that doesn't mean it can happen.

Oh, and generally, you don't apply to be a moderator (or a bot for that matter). Nice try though.

[VivAyrshire]

God. Birthday.. Well a belated Happy birthday!! must be at least 100 now. (ha ha)

I think time can be reversible. I was on a train once, and some odd things happened on it. We stopped in the middle of nowhere and odd clanging noises started to happen .... turned out there had been an accident in that area years before.

Also when bad things happen in certain places, it can be held in the atmosphere. Quite convinced of this. There's a road near where I go running that I won't go down, because there is a dead energy of some kind.

[Console]

must be at least 100 now.

Nope, 26, although I can see how you'd think that.

I think time can be reversible. I was on a train once, and some odd things happened on it. We stopped in the middle of nowhere and odd clanging noises started to happen .... turned out there had been an accident in that area years before.

And therefore time must be reversible - go magic eight ball.

Also when bad things happen in certain places, it can be held in the atmosphere. Quite convinced of this. There's a road near where I go running that I won't go down, because there is a dead energy of some kind.

Aren't 'dead' and 'energy' antonyms? I don't think you can have 'dead energy'.

[VivAyrshire]

Well, a former life, or something bad which has happened which is retained in the atmosphere. I'll see if I can find a pic of it.

That's the thing, you can't stand anything which simply cannot be explained by logical purposes.

[Console]

Well, a former life, or something bad which has happened which is retained in the atmosphere. I'll see if I can find a pic of it.

Wait, you're looking for evidence of something?

That's the thing, you can't stand anything which simply cannot be explained by logical purposes.

Can't stand things that don't exist? Isn't that akin to saying that you don't like Sundays because they're yellow?

[VivAyrshire]

Look !! Found it!! Found it !!

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=4714&d=1273848659 (http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/album.php?albumid=196&attachmentid=4714) - see!! There is something TERRIBLE that has happened in the past on this road.

Look at the SKY even... you can even almost see the Devil with horns in the clouds.

[Console]

Yeah, I knew that when you said 'evidence' you didn't actually mean what everyone else means when they use the word 'evidence'. Viv, 'evidence' is not a synonym for 'picture', and it's certainly not a synonym for 'pareidolia'. You're seeing what you want to see, Viv, not what's actually there. Actually, you're not even thinking that you see a devil, you think you almost see a devil. That is just pathetic.

[VivAyrshire]

O. How rude.

This is a creepy road. Even the most logical person should be able to pick up on something odd.

[Console]

O. How rude.

I didn't say it to be rude, Viv.

This is a creepy road. Even the most logical person should be able to pick up on something odd.

Viv, 'creepy' by definition is an illogical emotion. The most logical person would never find anything creepy, and this is a picture of some grass and clouds - nothing odd about it.

[VivAyrshire]

Yes, but a person with imagination/psychic ability would detect something greater.

I don't feel like I do anywhere else except on this road. I even made a video of it at the weekend. Even when I was nearby a cow randomly appeared out the bushes and went "moo" - like it was warning me away. :-(

[Console]

Yes, but a person with imagination/psychic ability would detect something greater.

A person with imagination can see whatever they want in anything they want - it doesn't make what they see real, they're imagining it.

I don't feel like I do anywhere else except on this road.

That's because you believe there's something evil there - it's all in your head, nowhere else.

Even when I was nearby a cow randomly appeared out the bushes and went "moo" - like it was warning me away.

You're seriously offering up 'psychic cows' as evidence, and anecdotal evidence at that?

[VivAyrshire]

It's not in my head. Otherwise, I would have similar feelings on the roads surrounding the area. There are none. Just a lovely warmth.

I found this saying on my twitter just now: "Just as our eyes need light in order to see, our minds need ideas in order to conceive" ~ Napoleon Hill

[Console]

It's not in my head. Otherwise, I would have similar feelings on the roads surrounding the area.

I can't think of a reason why that'd be the case. You've got it in your head that that road is haunted and so you, being a person that rejects evidence and accepts the first idea that enters her head, accepted it as fact (although you don't believe in them) and imagine you feel something 'creepy' on the road when you go on it, which you've said you don't do.

[VivAyrshire]

It's not true!!!!!!! I've just been researching the area - there is a modern farm that is there, which replaces a medieval farm. Who knows what could have happened on the old farm. I shall research further.

[VivAyrshire]

I am feeling quite bright today. Had a smashing snooze last night. Tomorrow I am going swimming (and neatly avoiding my family at the same time). Result. :-)

[Console]

Who knows what could have happened on the old farm. I shall research further.

Has your research revealed anything yet? I doubt you're going to find much, and certainly no more than you'd find on pretty much everywhere man has every stepped (with the possible exception of the moon). Keep in mind, though, that while absence of evidence isn't evidence to the contrary, the onus is on your to prove your assertion, not for anyone else to disprove it.

[VivAyrshire]

The word "paranormal" by its very definition means unexplained. We have agreed this on twitter - a bunch of us.

I have not found anything yet. I will be researching in a slightly "left of centre" manner today, by videoing the area. Then I will send the vids to you. I'm certain you will pick up on something "odd".

Then I will physically look at records to see if I can find local information next week.

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The word "paranormal" by its very definition means unexplained.

Yes, but in the same way that the background colour of the universe is black.

I will send the vids to you. I'm certain you will pick up on something "odd".

I presume that you were 'laughing out loud' when you wrote this - probably one of those sentences that requires a smiling face at the end of it.

Then I will physically look at records to see if I can find local information next week.

Personally, I think you should start by doing that instead of your Blair Witch parody.

[VivAyrshire]

No. I AM gonna send the vids to you!! Get ready for them !! I have got your email address off this Site. I shall put VivAyrshire in the subject title. I may be in them (just to warn you) - I dunno yet.

I shall do things my OWN way round, thank you... then get other people's impressions.

Also: I have to do my physical research in another town.... the country is in THIS town, and the two things could have nothing to do with each other, so I'll start here.

[VivAyrshire]

Also ... someone on twitter came up with concept of "ley lines".... murderers are apparently attracted to these. So it could be I am picking up on the magnetic energy..... this is what someone has suggested anyway.

[VivAyrshire]

get ready for the vids!!! I'll be sending them to your gmail account later on this avo.

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No. I AM gonna send the vids to you!! Get ready for them !! I have got your email address off this Site. I shall put VivAyrshire in the subject title. I may be in them (just to warn you) - I dunno yet.

I meant that I thought you'd be laughing at the idea that I'm going to find anything 'odd' about them. As for the videos, don't E-mail them to me - if you feel the need for people to see them, post them on here.

Also ... someone on twitter came up with concept of "ley lines".... murderers are apparently attracted to these. So it could be I am picking up on the magnetic energy..... this is what someone has suggested anyway.

Yeah, not only do ley lines have absolutely nothing to do with murders (that's the first time I've even heard it claimed so, they're about geographic formations and buildings - think of Fung Shui, but for mother nature), ley lines are pretty much an exact practical definition of the word 'coincidence'.

[VivAyrshire]

I dont know how to get the videos up on here. So hard lard. They were sent before I got the above message. If you don't want evidence, then don't ask for it. You're the one I was in conversation with, which is why I sent videos to you.

There is NO such thing as a co-incidence. I have said it once, and I will say it forever. We are part of a bigger picture: good and evil.

In the meantime... pix. Compare and contrast.

[VivAyrshire]

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5330&d=1310375272 - positive energy

[VivAyrshire]

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5329&d=1310375175 - negative energy - one road near the other - right round the corner in fact.

[VivAyrshire]

You can actually FEEL the difference. I can feel it quite strongly. A number of people agree with me.

it's typical of you... ask for something then get ANGRY about it when someone won't do what you expect them to do.

[VivAyrshire]

Are you there!!! I am waiting on a response. I have to get off this computer by 1 pm today

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I dont know how to get the videos up on here.

http://aled.info/videos/Video0.3gp
http://aled.info/videos/Video1.3gp

If you don't want evidence, then don't ask for it.

I didn't ask for it.

There is NO such thing as a co-incidence.

I don't think you understand what a co-incidence is.

You can actually FEEL the difference. I can feel it quite strongly. A number of people agree with me.

Have these people actually been to the place where you're 'feeling' something?

it's typical of you... ask for something then get ANGRY about it when someone won't do what you expect them to do.

I didn't ask and I didn't get/haven't gotten angry. Even if I had it wouldn't have been typical of me - I don't get angry because people don't do what I expect them to do.

[VivAyrshire]

I have joined a local forum. One person on it walked the road 50 YEARS ago. I repeat, 50 years ago, and has commented on the rather bizarre stillness, despite a golf course with lots of vehicles being nearby. I noticed that too. There is a bypass running through the area, yet all sound is bizarrely muffled, almost as if the area wanted to remain back in time.

I am now physically researching local murders using microfiche to view newspapers from years ago. It will be fascinating if what I find turns out indeed to have happened near this road !!

Thanx for posting the vids tho. Youtube seems to take about 3 hours to get them up there. Just ridiculous.

You can see even from those vids the oddness. The first road you can't even get a phone signal on. The second hill is just beautiful and lovely and wonderful - right round the corner from each other.

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I have joined a local forum. One person on it walked the road 50 YEARS ago. I repeat, 50 years ago, and has commented on the rather bizarre stillness

Didn't he comment that he thought the place that overlooked the loch was a bit 'creepy'? So he's talking about a different place, 50 years ago, and even 'Big Sanny (http://www.threetowners.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=97147#p97147)' suggests that he could be misremembering it.

Is this one person (that doesn't actually agree with you) the 'number of people' that agree with you that you mentioned?

There is a bypass running through the area, yet all sound is bizarrely muffled

How far away? How many trees in-between? How many hills? Is it noise reducing tarmac on the bypass?

Thanx for posting the vids tho. Youtube seems to take about 3 hours to get them up there. Just ridiculous.

I just uploaded then to Youtube and it took a combined time of 30 seconds to upload them both - I don't know what you were doing wrong, but you were doing something wrong.

You can see even from those vids the oddness.

You really can't see much of anything, 'odd' or otherwise. What is it, exactly, that you think you're seeing?

The first road you can't even get a phone signal on.

Why would a 'haunted road' not be able to get a phone signal anymore that a non-haunted road? Why don't ghosts/devils/whatever not like that small part of the electro-magnetic spectrum. I'd though they'd have like light even less - I'm able to see stuff in the video so the 'ghosts' don't seem to be absorbing up the light particularly well.

[VivAyrshire]

It's a FEELING about the road. It's hard to capture stuff in 8 second vids.

I don't know how you found out which forum I joined. Are u stalking me???

I took a bit of "dramatic licence" regarding people agreeing with me. The guy agreeing is talking about the same area of countryside... it's just a different side of the countryside. But it's still odd too.

There aren't many trees separating the bypass... the bypass may have noise reducing tarmac.

The area in general is odd. Maybe because it used to have such life there with walled gardens, etc ... now there are none, and the area is sad (I believe that). :-(

[VivAyrshire]

I am still on my murder investigations using old papers from the past. I found my own name in one of the papers yesterday.

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I don't know how you found out which forum I joined. Are u stalking me???

Google (http://www.google.com/search?q=VivAyrshire+-twitter+-Aled+-TwitPic+-BBC) - it wasn't difficult.

I took a bit of "dramatic licence" regarding people agreeing with me.

You lied.

The guy agreeing is talking about the same area of countryside...

So, not the place you're talking about then? This really isn't that complicated, he either is talking about the road you're talking about, or he isn't. And he isn't.

The area in general is odd.

Didn't you say that the area around (but not including the road) wasn't odd? You talked about the contrast in 'odd'ness between the road and the surrounding area - are you now going back on that?

[VivAyrshire]

No, idiot. The area in the CENTRE of these roads is OK. The others aren't ... it's odd.

I have to go.... people around me are singing about sharks in parks, and I fear I may be on the brink of a breakdown.

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The area in the CENTRE of these roads is OK. The others aren't ... it's odd.

Have you considered that it's not the object, but the viewer that is 'odd'?

I fear I may be on the brink of a breakdown.

Brink?

[VivAyrshire]

I am not odd. I'm just on a higher plain. I told you this before.

I feel things v. deeply !! I am not the only one.... How do you explain mightyhorse82 on UM having a sinking sensation, just before his life took a turn for the worse???? People know things intuitively.

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I am not odd.

Yes, you are.

I'm just on a higher plain. I told you this before.

I suppose being high could be one explanation...

How do you explain mightyhorse82 on UM having a sinking sensation, just before his life took a turn for the worse?

Coincidence, retroactive memory interference, lying for dramatic effect or because of psychosis - all are possible and happen every day, unlike the magic you're proposing.

[VivAyrshire]

I am NOT an odd person. My videos even should show a normal, rational human being.

I don't do drugs, other than big aspros. :-(

I just feel things deeply.... it's perfectly possible for one person to be more tuned into the Universe than another - I believe this.

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My videos even should show a normal, rational human being.

Your videos show you thinking that one piece of nondescript countryside is 'weirder' than another piece of nondescript countryside - I would say it's fairly odd to make videos to voice that thought.

I just feel things deeply....

Feeling isn't knowing, especially when you don't believe in proof and facts and don't try to back-up these feelings/thoughts/daydreams by finding out if they're true/accurate or not.

it's perfectly possible for one person to be more tuned into the Universe than another - I believe this.

I don't even know what being 'more [at]tuned into the Universe' even means - I not sure you do either.

[VivAyrshire]

Feeling can be knowing. I often know what people are thinking. I have sometimes said things to people's faces, and, from the reaction, you can just tell I am RIGHT.

my favourite area of countryside is far from non-descript. How DARE YOU. That is a beautiful golfing area, with lovely positive energy and great views all over Ayrshire .... very peaceful and lovely and calm !!!! At least until you go to the odd area round the corner.

I even have an "adopted pet" in the countryside, who loves me. He won't go to many people, but he comes to me... Animals have a sense about people.

I don't find it odd to make videos. This is the first time I have had a phone with an ability to make videos, so everything has to be videoed. Even my local TESCO has been videoed.

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Feeling can be knowing. I often know what people are thinking. I have sometimes said things to people's faces, and, from the reaction, you can just tell I am RIGHT.

So you have a feeling that your feeling is correct - yeah, that's the same thing as proof.

my favourite area of countryside is far from non-descript. How DARE YOU.

There's nothing particularly interesting, outstanding or individual about the countryside in your videos - that's nondescript.

I even have an "adopted pet" in the countryside, who loves me. He won't go to many people, but he comes to me...

How often are you around this animal to know it doesn't go near many other people? Or is this just another 'feeling'?

[VivAyrshire]

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5332&d=1310808645- my adopted pet.

See, even this animal is odd. It actually has YELLOW eyes. Only an odd animal would have yellow eyes.

[VivAyrshire]

The area is interesting to me. It has lovely views. That's hardly non-descript. And I'm in the vids. That makes it unique and out there.

I have watched other people pass the animal and it does not approach them. it approaches me, however. I am the chosen one.

[VivAyrshire]

I am going now....I'm off into the country to make more videos.... my life isn't complete for the week until I have experienced the calm, warm, peaceful energy. That tells me something. That's the Universe calling me into an area it knows is good for me and my soul.

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See, even this animal is odd. It actually has YELLOW eyes. Only an odd animal would have yellow eyes.

Yellow eyes is not odd in a dog. Do you know what the word 'odd' means? Is this another word you've redefined?

It has lovely views. That's hardly non-descript.

Most countryside has 'lovely views' - that's not a unique feature - it's nondescript.

I have watched other people pass the animal and it does not approach them. it approaches me, however. I am the chosen one.

You said it did approach some people, are they also the 'chosen one'?

This is largely irrelevant anyway - dogs do have memories, they're not 'sensing' a person and deciding if they're good or not, they're remembering if you've (and others) been nice/kind to it in the past.

That tells me something. That's the Universe calling me into an area it knows is good for me and my soul.

It tells me that you're nuts.

[VivAyrshire]

OK, so I give the animal sweets. I guess it remembers this. How come other dogs growl at people though. That's obviously instant dislike, for whatever reason.

I am not "nuts"..... don't you have favourite places where you go, because they make you feel better. I'm sure you do. Why are people drawn to parks and green areas??? Because they are therapeutic.

Anyhow, I'm off for a pee then to make more vids !!

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OK, so I give the animal sweets. I guess it remembers this. How come other dogs growl at people though. That's obviously instant dislike, for whatever reason.

It's not obviously anything. It could be that other dogs growl at everyone because the dog has a bad attitude, or was mistreated by people, or it's currently scared and feeling defensive. They are many possible reasons, and I'd said that they're all (without knowing the dogs personal history) equally likely.

I am not "nuts"..... don't you have favourite places where you go, because they make you feel better. I'm sure you do. Why are people drawn to parks and green areas??? Because they are therapeutic.

I'm not sure people are necessarily 'drawn' to parks and green areas, but if they are it's not because they believe the Universe is calling to them, which is what you claim you believe.

Oh, and I don't have 'favourite places were [I] go'.

[VivAyrshire]

I have been thinking whilst out on Saturday, high on a hill, absorbing the Universe that you are infact classing me as "odd" with absolutely no evidence to back it up.

Pots + kettles. Pots + kettles. Pots + Kettles.

You don't have a fave place?? Then you're a fool. We all need something for the soul *

* of course, u don't have a soul. Guess that's the difference.

* U just have a patch over your eye for a soul (ha ha)

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I have been thinking whilst out on Saturday, high on a hill, absorbing the Universe that you are infact classing me as "odd" with absolutely no evidence to back it up.

I must congratulate you, this is the most well though out response you've even given, even using my own point to defend yourself.

However, allow me to provide this very conversation and pretty much every thread you've started here and on cm.net as evidence. If you need specifics, then I can find them.

of course, u don't have a soul. Guess that's the difference.

As you don't have a soul either, there's not actually a difference there.

U just have a patch over your eye for a soul (ha ha)

Unless this is a reference to a 'soul patch' (which I thought was some arrangement of facial hair, and would therefore not make any sense), I have no idea what this is supposed to mean.

[VivAyrshire]

I DO have a soul... where do the terms such as soul destroying come from?? Souless. Etc., etc.... We do have souls. These souls will eventually go to heaven and watch over physical people on Earth.

Yeh, I defo do need specifics. I am no more ridiculous than you..... it's just different points of view/ perspectives on life.

You see... well thought out answer.... but then, that's because I was on my fave hill with nobody to bother me. My mind was relaxed and the answers came to me. See, that's the benefit of having a place in the Universe to go to, where u may sort your head out. *

* Only when the mind is calm can wisdom come (Buddah quote).

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I DO have a soul... where do the terms such as soul destroying come from??

People made them up, the same as all other words/terms. Just like people made up dragons, and ghosts, and leprechauns, goblins, gnomes, nymphs, vampires, werewolves, angels, demons, gods, fairies, elves, trolls, psychics, mediums, witches, wizards, mermaids, Mickey Mouse, Snow White, Black Beauty, unicorns, gorgons, genies, sprites and Harry Potter - people imagine things, it doesn't make those imaginings real.

Yeh, I defo do need specifics.

The following are from this very thread: -

"* (http://www.aled.info/forum/showpost.php?p=32728)I've always considered the idea of facts and backing them up with evidence as a lot of pee."

"* (http://www.aled.info/forum/showpost.php?p=32741)"I am always right.... even when I'm wrong.... I'm right." [Her general belief]

"* (http://www.aled.info/forum/showpost.php?p=32743)As I've said before - opinions = fact"

These are from CM.net, and I've only included ones from the post post of a topic you've started and can be seen to be odd without the context of the rest of the thread/forum (mainly because I'm lazy, although in means that I did have to leave out a large number posts, like where you stated that your computer screen was sending you physic messages and that you believe Oprah is some kind of messiah): -

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=267051#p267051)It's an unwritten law of the universe that what you focus your mind on will multiply itself back to you!" [Just general nuts-ness]

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=274220#p274220)I feel bonkers tonight. Just thought I would tell everyone." [Yep, odd]

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=294994#p294994)Today was yet" [???]

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=295037#p295037)This may sound a bit bizarre, but have any of you actually ever had a dream in which you were on this message board?"

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=298268#p298268)Other than RADIOS, what would you say are your favourite appliances?" [One of Vivs many odd topics]

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=35&t=18188)Please remember that your brain is 75% water"

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=321231#p321231)It seems, according to Reports, that helium is running out! Oh no!"

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=322196#p322196)Topher, I've found out!!!" [A whole thread dedicated to Viv discovering how to use the color bbCode]

"* (http://chrismoyles.net/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?p=326956#p326956)I'd like to say that I think this is probably the most idiotic website in the World, run by a so-called "Site Webmaster" who probably couldn't organise a bunch of paper bags, and a gutless moderator with no control."

Of course, I also put forward (and I don't think I'm exaggerating here) every single thread title on here and on CM.net (and probably on UM as well, but I haven't checked).

While not all of these may show your oddity conclusively, they do certainly build the picture.

Only when the mind is calm can wisdom come (Buddah quote).

Are you sure that was the Buddah? I'd check that if I were you.

[VivAyrshire]

We all perceive the World in different ways. We all do things when tired and emotional... blah, blah.

Do you know I even had that phrase "gutless moderator" in my head. Next thing, you post it!! Now, that is odd.

Yes, the Universe brings things back to u. Madonna says this as well. Does that make her "nuts". What is "nuts" anyway.

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We all perceive the World in different ways.

I may concede that we may interpret different parts of the world/life differently (although more of a blue/aqua difference than a black/white difference), but as you've only ever been you, you have no idea how other people perceive the world.

We all do things when tired and emotional.

Were you always tired and emotional, or are you just trying to excuse your actions?

Do you know I even had that phrase "gutless moderator" in my head. Next thing, you post it!! Now, that is odd.

I'd call it an obvious choice, personally.

Yes, the Universe brings things back to u. Madonna says this as well. Does that make her "nuts".

If she truly believes it and isn't just being poetic, then yes, it does.

What is "nuts" anyway.

'Nuts' is used colloquially to mean insane, stupid and/or a fool.

[VivAyrshire]

I am not a fool. :-(

You are proving, my dismissing my very thoughts, that you perceive the World in a different way to I.

Madonna actually means it. She often obeys the laws of the Universe.

I have to go now, because a dog has just peed all round the cables of my computer. Bye.

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I am not a fool.

I never said you were, I said that '[the quote I was referring to] tells me that you're nuts', by which I meant insane. Not that 'fool' doesn't apply, but that wasn't my intended meaning.

You are proving, my dismissing my very thoughts, that you perceive the World in a different way to I.

Ignoring that as I'm not so much dismissing your 'very thoughts' as disagreeing with your 'very thoughts', which in no way implies or proves anything about your bizarre claim, you've confused the words 'perceive' and 'interpret'.

Madonna actually means it.

I would ask how you know exactly what she means, but it doesn't make a lot of difference. If she does mean it, then I would consider her 'nuts'.

She often obeys the laws of the Universe.

She doesn't have much of a choice, we all have to obey the laws of the Universe - they're physical laws.

I have to go now, because a dog has just peed all round the cables of my computer.

I should add this to the 'odd' list. Why is there even a dog in the council building?

By the way, relating to the 'gutless' thing, which you brought up again in this thread, have you managed to come up with any examples of me being gutless and only following Harris' orders, or are you still trying to avoid it, too embarrassed or weak to admit that you're incorrect?

[VivAyrshire]

a. I always knew the "gutless" thing bothered you. I only ever said it because I was very angry, had once liked you, and felt you always took the side of other people. :-( - I specifically remember posting that following a particularly nasty argument via PM, and I felt compelled to do something. :-(

b. The dog wasn't mine. It belonged to someone else, but as far as I am aware, the dog has now been barred.

c. I would argue you have purposely brought up certain topix in order to make me appear "insane"... it's kind of like what the media do. Bring the worst of stuff up in order to make a person have a certain image...... then, when they are back in favour again, they present them differently. It's cunning, but most people can see through this, if they are logical in any way.

d. If I were "insane" I would currently be in a mental institution, under the mental health act. As it is, I am out walking around (as normal), going out my daily life with my lists to tell me where to go and what to do (perfectly rational, no?)

I would class myself more as a bit "dizzy" and "left of centre" with random flashes of inspiration, logic and creativity. You don't know WHAT may be going on inside my head, or why I may act a certain way, or have a certain thoughts. We are all shaped by the people around us, what happens to us, our circumstances, blah, blah......, whether we are valued or mis-treated all matters..... Just because I'm not a "run of the Mill" kind of gal doesn't make me a lunatic. Oh no, to the contrary, there is a bigger picture to this World, and I am on it.

Just because I like an area of green space in the Universe at weekends does not make me a looney.... indeed, it's away from mundane boring people, up closer to the sky and the clouds. It's good for my soul. And that's not insane.

e. By playing your mind games, you only anger people. I predict you will end your life in a rocking chair with your zimmer and walking sticks and no friends - divorced and doomed to Hell.

f. How do I know my local librarian doesn't like me, if I am not "tuned in".... I have had this impression for ages (the feeling is mutual mind you)....... This morning, I'm in the "kiddies section" (same as any other day). Yet the minute I walked in, it seemed to be a problem... She said, "That's actually the kiddies section", and I'll have to move you if any kids come in. *

* Now kids are in, and I have not been moved. And there are two adults also working in the section whom she said nothing to.

* impressions and thoughts about people can be remarkably accurate. Did you know that 90% of first impressions are said to be bang on the button. I go by gut instinct, and the day I ignore this, will be when I have the most problems.

[VivAyrshire]

BTW, here is another thing.

Aled has posted on cm.net "Wow. When did this page become 'Aled you're responsible for BBC Radio 1 and Radio 1Xtra so answer us now'!? All got a little heavy hasn't it?" - this post fails to surprise me.

Who made it heavy by inviting guests off the forum to London?? Who actively involves the forum so much on Moyles' show??? Yep, Aled.

As I have always suspected, Aled changes his mind about what is OK from one month to the next. Once again, I could have predicted this particular post, or even pre-written it. *

* another example of deep intution, or even psychic ability. Knowing things I shouldn't possibly know.

PS: I KNOW YOU LIKE ME, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO RESIST OR DENY IT. - you will never fool an uber sharp person such as myself.

[VivAyrshire]

I am NOT A FOOL. There is something missing from my life, and I am just trying to find it. I am looking for something, I just can't find it.

** Mind u, I don't know what I am looking for. That's probably why I can't find it, I guess. **

[VivAyrshire]

PPPPS: I wasn't the one who brought up the "gutless" thing. That was you that felt some bizarre (even lunatic) need to do that.

PPPPPPPS: how have I always known Scott Mills, the R1 DJ, doesn't like me. I have always known this, and it has recently proved to be correct. (yet another example of deep intuition and psychic ability).

** Evidence for everything is not necessarily always available, but things can be interpreted correctly anyhow **


How did I know, aged approximately 17 that my life would not be a smooth path, compared with others I went to school with. I remember randomly sitting on a hill, aged 17, talking to myself at the time, and telling myself I wouldn't have an easy life.

I was, and remain, correct. I predict it will only become smoother when I find what I am looking for. BTW, can I have my ability to BLOG back again, because it is gone !! :-(

I want to blog about my Hill and the Universe, and my thoughts. :-(

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I always knew the "gutless" thing bothered you.

Doesn't bother me - it's actually quite amusing, although for reasons I'm not going to state.

I specifically remember posting that following a particularly nasty argument via PM, and I felt compelled to do something.

I don't, care to remind me? I remember you being abusive in PMs all of the time, I don't remember being abusive to you. Unless you mean intense, in which case you should learn to not get so worked up over someone disagreeing with you.

I would argue you have purposely brought up certain topics in order to make me appear "insane"

I think you'll find, if you read back this conversation, that it's actually you who is always changing the topic, and in no way did I bring the topic 'round to you trying to predict my life or your haunted running road - they were both completely you and out-of-the-blue.

If I were "insane" I would currently be in a mental institution, under the mental health act.

No, if you are insane then you should currently be in a mental institution - you not being in one could just mean that they haven't discovered you yet.

Just because I'm not a "run of the Mill" kind of gal doesn't make me a lunatic.

Does, by definition, make you odd though.

Just because I like an area of green space in the Universe at weekends does not make me a looney.

I never said or implied otherwise.

I predict you will end your life in a rocking chair with your zimmer and walking sticks and no friends - divorced and doomed to Hell.

Didn't you predict I would be killed and left in the gutter a little while back in this thread? So now I'm going to die in a rocking chair. What's next weeks prediction going to be, Viv? Dying from a snake bite?

How do I know my local librarian doesn't like me, if I am not "tuned in".

You don't know, you've guessed. Unless the librarian confirms that they don't like you, you don't know either way. In fact, even if the librarian confirms it they could be lying.

impressions and thoughts about people can be remarkably accurate. Did you know that

Of course they can be - in the same way that the lottery numbers you pick can be remarkably accurate - they're just only remarkably accurate once in a blue-moon.

90% of first impressions are said to be bang on the button.

Doesn't the fact that it's not 100% mean anything to you - it means that they can be wrong, that it's not magic and is based your five actual senses and not your imaginary sixth.

I go by gut instinct, and the day I ignore this, will be when I have the most problems.

Possibly, although that would probably be because you're not used to anything else and if you ignore the only thing you know then of course that would lead to issues.

Once again, I could have predicted this particular post, or even pre-written it. *

* another example of deep intution, or even psychic ability. Knowing things I shouldn't possibly know.

Again, you could have predicted or pre-written the post, you could have pre-written a thousand of them and one of them may have been correct (however unlikely). The fact is, however, that you didn't. Next time you see one of Aled's posts in your head, please post it here, preferably with the time and date that he'll post it and then you may have something to actually show.

I KNOW YOU LIKE ME, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO RESIST OR DENY IT

There's a difference between knowing and wanting.

PPPPS: I wasn't the one who brought up the "gutless" thing. That was you that felt some bizarre (even lunatic) need to do that.

No, it was you, see: -

consistently failing to have the courage to speak out, Mr Harris' little lap dog, jumping on command.

If 'failing to have the courage' doesn't mean 'gutless' then there must be some more words you've redefined in there somewhere.

So, have you come up with any examples yet, or are you still dodging the question?

how have I always known Scott Mills, the R1 DJ, doesn't like me.

Guesswork, pattern recognition. How many other people have you thought disliked you that actually didn't? How many people did you think like you that actually don't?

Evidence for everything is not necessarily always available

Wow, you surprise me. (That was sarcasm, if you can't tell)

How did I know, aged approximately 17 that my life would not be a smooth path, compared with others I went to school with.

You've heavily researched all of your schoolmates lives then, have you?

I predict it will only become smoother when I find what I am looking for.

And if it gets smoother you'll claim you've found what you were looking for, and if it doesn't you'll claim you haven't found it yet. And like magic, you'll be correct - hard to fail really.

BTW, can I have my ability to BLOG back again, because it is gone

DONE.

[bbb]

this made me smile i went and got my feet nibbled at by fish well they dont bite they suck but it feels like there nibbling

[VivAyrshire]

Right, a new day has dawned and we're back at this nonsense again.

a. So you won't tell me why you are amused about me calling you "gutless"... Well, that's you at your best - hiding stuff and desperately trying to remain an enigma.

b. I was "abusive" in PMs cos I felt I could never get throo to you, and wanted your attention. :-( Alas, I could never get it. Just a whole load of mind games. Had you understood females properly you would have known this. And it wasn't all of the time!! Lies!!

c. What is "odd"?? Society gives a person this title if they won't conform to namby pamby rules. If you think outside the box, you are "odd".

d. I don't have "gutless" examples. It was written in anger.

e. I remember telling you how much I cared about you, and you didn't want to know because you thought I was "too old" and "demented". I was up for hours sobbing about that particular PM. Of course you won't remember, because YOU have no feelings, unlike myself. I remember waking up the following morning with two big swollen eyes, which is why I did up a topic the day after that. And I had to talk to Topher about you at the time. And you didn't care. Not a damn. :-(

f. I shan't cry over you any more. You are not worthy of my level of greatness. :-(

g. I'm on an afternoon out, and it's gonna be "console free" - woo hoooooo.

[VivAyrshire]

Like the fish, bbb. There is a local place that does this. Some of R1 DJs like it as well. I know Edith has been for the "fish pedicure". Dunno if I would fancy it??

[Console]

So you won't tell me why you are amused about me calling you "gutless"... Well, that's you at your best - hiding stuff and desperately trying to remain an enigma.

Or it's something personal that I don't feel like sharing on a public forum? Or it's someone else's secret that they wouldn't want me sharing? Or it involves a lot of back story and would take an age to explain? It's actually none of those reasons, or yours, but they're all possibilities that you missed.

I was "abusive" in PMs cos I felt I could never get throo to you, and wanted your attention.

Does that include the time when you were being abusive towards me when you asked for my help with an avatar, and then I helped you with your avatar? What was it you couldn't get through to me then?

As for getting my attention, being abusive to me in PMs led you to being blocked by me, twice (in fact, you're still blocked now) - I would say that it wasn't a winning strategy.

What is "odd"??

Odd is a synonym for different, unusual or unexpected. So, by you calling yourself 'not a run of the Mill gal', you're saying you're different, which means you're odd.

I don't have "gutless" examples. It was written in anger.

You must be angry a lot.

I remember telling you how much I cared about you, and you didn't want to know because you thought I was "too old" and "demented".

I don't remember giving 'too old' or 'demented' as reasons for 'not wanting to know', in fact, I mostly remember saying that I didn't feel the same way. I recall you pushed me for a reason and one of the ones I gave was that I'm generally attracted to people my own age. Yes, technically, that means I implied you were 'too old' for me, but not quite with the negative connotations you're implying. As for the 'demented' part I don't believe I've ever used that word with you, and I'm fairly certain that I didn't use any word like it during that conversation - in a different conversation, sure, but not that one.

And you didn't care. Not a damn.

No, and I still don't. I played almost no part in your little drama, I see no reason why I should care. I never lead you on and when you claimed to have whatever feelings it was you claimed to have for me I told you I wasn't interested in a reasonably gentle way. Anything beyond that isn't my doing or my fault.

[VivAyrshire]

If anyone had dramas, I would suggest it is yourself, with your mind games. I never suggested you "led me on"... you are telling yourself that.

My conversation in this topic, if you care to look back, was about haunted roads, YOU turned it into a personal discussion about stuff from the past which was buried, and resurrected by YOU!! Not me, YOU!!!!

If you didn't want me to reply to the gutless thing (nonsense) then don't ask about it. You asked, I replied.

Console: (in fact, you're still blocked now)

Viv: And I'm supposed to care why, exactly??

[VivAyrshire]

i don't care!!!!!! Who needs you !!!! Not i !!

[Console]

I never suggested you "led me on"... you are telling yourself that.

I'm telling myself that I never led you on? Yes, I am, I'm also telling you that, and saying so to show that I played a very minor role in the situation you were describing.

My conversation in this topic, if you care to look back, was about haunted roads, YOU turned it into a personal discussion about stuff from the past which was buried, and resurrected by YOU!

I have looked back, and every single topic jump (not just the one about the haunted road) was made by you - everything else was a evolution of the conversation, directed by no-one in particular. And this may just be about to turn into a meta-conversation.

If you didn't want me to reply to the gutless thing (nonsense) then don't ask about it. You asked, I replied.

I did ask, and I asked because I wanted to know - I did want you to reply, what did I write that makes you think otherwise?

Console: (in fact, you're still blocked now)

Viv: And I'm supposed to care why, exactly??

You're not, it's just to remind you not to PM me and then get annoyed with me when I don't respond (which has happened in the past).

[VivAyrshire]

a. Well, if you have blocked me, how the Hell would I be expecting a response?!? Surely being blocked would mean an inability to PM in the first place.

b. I am actually astonished that u still have me blocked after 2 years (or whatever) of not even being on these Boards. This may say more about u than it does about me.

I am going on a bus after 12, and you will be forgotten the minute the engine revs up. So there !!

[VivAyrshire]

Don't talk to me anymore.

[VivAyrshire]

Console: "I did ask, and I asked because I wanted to know - I did want you to reply, what did I write that makes you think otherwise... "

Viv: yes, all this from the person who "doesn't care" .........

[Console]

Well, if you have blocked me, how the Hell would I be expecting a response?!? Surely being blocked would mean an inability to PM in the first place.

No, being blocked means I don't receive your messages, not that you can't send them.

I am actually astonished that u still have me blocked after 2 years (or whatever) of not even being on these Boards. This may say more about u than it does about me.

It says I'm lazy and never removed the blocks.

Console: "I did ask, and I asked because I wanted to know - I did want you to reply, what did I write that makes you think otherwise... "

Viv: yes, all this from the person who "doesn't care" .........

Curiosity about something doesn't mean I like or care for you.

[VivAyrshire]

I simply don't care. I no longer wished to be addressed by you on these Boards. And don't PM me telling me the Blogs are fixed.

I would have noticed anyway, as the section marked "PRIVATE" automatically comes up onto the board, this wiping out the need/requirement for PMs. You are blocked from my PMs and blocked from Viv world.

[Console]

Wow, you really are angry aren't you. You should learn to calm down - find a happy place and become one with the universe.

[VivAyrshire]

You are making me angry (on purpose) with your silly little mind games. I put this down to the arrogance of youth however.

[Console]

You are making me angry (on purpose) with your silly little mind games. I put this down to the arrogance of youth however.

That time I was, yes - it made me smile today.

[VivAyrshire]

Console: You should learn to calm down - find a happy place and become one with the universe.

Viv: Pots and kettles.

[Console]

Console: You should learn to calm down - find a happy place and become one with the universe.

Viv: Pots and kettles.

Hey, totally calm here, chill even. Not 'chillaxed' though, never 'chillaxed'.

[VivAyrshire]

I hate you!!! If you were standing on a cliff face, I would happily see you go over it !!!

[VivAyrshire]

Console: never 'chillaxed'

Viv: I hate you, I truly hate you.

[Console]

I hate you!!! If you were standing on a cliff face, I would happily see you go over it !!!

If I was standing on the cliff face I would be over it.

I hate you, I truly hate you.

You know, before you posted that, I had a feeling you felt that way.

[VivAyrshire]

Don't talk to me. I no longer wish to have my day disrupted by a man who is clearly the very definition of lunatic.

I note you are now 26 these days.... You've passed the quarter century... You're doomed.

[Console]

Don't talk to me.

I never understand why people say this, or variations of this. If you don't want me to talk to you, you stop talking, at which point I'll stop replying. It takes two (or more) to have a conversation.

I no longer wish to have my day disrupted by a man who is clearly the very definition of lunatic.

Teasing you is now the trait of someone who is mentally ill?

I note you are now 26 these days.... You've passed the quarter century... You're doomed.

Doomed to what, exactly?

[VivAyrshire]

I do not wish to be teased. I only liked being teased by people who care about me (and you don't), so you are not welcome to tease me.

:-(

Now that you are 26, you are getting OLD. Soon you will be 30 then 40 - OMG. Life goes by faster than a summer vacation. (Quote from a movie). Too short for silly mind games and people like u.

[Console]

Now that you are 26, you are getting OLD.

Yes, I'm getting older, although being 'OLD' depends on how you define it. Personally, I would consider 50-60 the real start of being old, although I suppose if I were 40-ish I would probably class 60-70 as old. It's a moving target is what I'm saying. Do you consider yourself old?

[VivAyrshire]

Sometimes I consider myself "old".... If I haven't slept well, I feel old.

Yeh, I feel quite old at the moment. I am even outgrowing radio 1, and have moved (quite a lot of the time) to r4 and R2 these days.

I'm not what I used to be, and some of it is your fault. :-(

[VivAyrshire]

I am going now. You've hurt me for the last time. Ever. Fact.

:-( No wonder you have been kicked off cm.net

[VivAyrshire]

Don't talk to me

[VivAyrshire]

Why aren't you talking to me? :-(

Anyhow, I have had a smashing day in Troon. Wish it had been a bit longer tho'. Went swimming, got a pretty lilac top and found a new cafe I love. :-)

[bbb]

Like the fish, bbb. There is a local place that does this. Some of R1 DJs like it as well. I know Edith has been for the "fish pedicure". Dunno if I would fancy it??

ty i would say try it once i take after my mum and get dry feet if i wear crocs or flip flops after getting that done my feet are really soft its a odd feeling getting it done but its worth it

[VivAyrshire]

Yeh, Edith Bowman was saying it feels really weird.

Yeh, like you, I get sore feet, because of a lot of walking/running tho' (miles). Beats the standard chiropodist visit !!

Well, today is a lovely day in Scotland : total sun and I'm off to the countryside later with my radio. :-)

[VivAyrshire]

Wound up enjoying Sunday more than Saturday. Saturday I was left quite cold on a hill, and I couldn't go to the warm area, because of locust-type creatures which are in the trees, and come after me. :-(

Blood sucking monsters which are beige in colour with coal black eyes. They can even pierce the skin through actual trousers.

Yesterday was lovely. Sat almost three hours in sun, which was heaven. Total warmth.

[VivAyrshire]

Edit: I have attempted to join an "insect forum". Unfortunately the forum is one which cannot seem to recognise my email address IS valid.

For the moment, these insects will remain a mystery.

[VivAyrshire]

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5338&d=1312192384 - pic of a plane. Was so low over my head I was able to catch it on my mobile... so pleased with this pic.

So pleased * screams *

[VivAyrshire]

http://www.unofficialmills.co.uk/communities/attachment.php?attachmentid=5339&d=1312643903 - taken out in the pouring rain whilst running..... !! Pic of Scottish glen from under my umbrella. Total f* genius.

[Andrew80]

am on hols at present - have booked turkey for a week in Sept :) holidays here I come

[VivAyrshire]

Hope you have enjoyed these hols.

Enjoying reading the comments about Matt Fincham on cm.net - agreed, it does look like someone wants to be mentioned on air.

Also increasingly fascinated by Nicola Red's "up-her-own-arseness".... Jesus. Can't believe she has an MA in anything, other than MA Honours Arse. LOL


Today, I wanna go for a run, if the rain stays off !! Need to look at some trees and get some fresh air !!

[VivAyrshire]

Getting throo a lot of stuff. May be on day out with family tomorrow.

[VivAyrshire]

Got a pretty blue coloured cami top this morning. Despite feeling a bit sick, I am getting throo admin OK, and should finish early. Rock n roll. Then off home.

Sunshine is out too this morning. Get in.

[VivAyrshire]

I am going to get my tarots read today after 1 pm.